June: Permission
Hi Video Kickstarters!
My sister was the rebel. I was the obedient one.
We grew up in the Virgin Islands, two years apart, at the same elementary school. And then her 5th grade year, she transferred to a new school — one with a teacher who was obsessed with writing. From day one, he assigned every student a composition book. Essays every single day, no exceptions. She'd come home and show my mother the book. And as the weeks and months went by, she got better. Because of course she did. That's what happens when you practice something every day.
My mother was so proud.
I watched that. I watched my mother — who up until then had been quietly exasperated by my sister's rebellious streak — light up with this unmistakable pride. Over writing.
And I filed it away somewhere deep: that's hers. Not mine.
I never got assigned that composition book. I never had a teacher who built that muscle in me. Nobody ever said, "Edie, you're a natural at this." The only things I remember being praised for were my handwriting (neat) and the way I spoke (I didn't have the Caribbean dialect — people said I "spoke well," which is its own complicated thing).
So I decided, somewhere around age ten, that I wasn't a writer. And I repeated it like a mantra for the next forty years.
I'm not a writer. I can't write. I don't know what I'm talking about. Who's going to listen to me?
In 9th grade, I failed English. Had to repeat it sophomore year. In a school system where your homeroom number told everyone exactly where you stood — the closer to 1, the smarter you were — I went from 9-6 to 9-18. I knew what that meant. Everyone knew what that meant. And it sealed it.
I'm not a writer. I’m not smart.
Decades later, when I started my business and needed to sit down and script a video, that ten-year-old showed up.
The blank page wasn't just blank. It was proof.
Happy Creating,
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